不被重视的感觉，很伤
不被信任的感觉，很痛
不要以为每句对不起，都会换来一句没关系
请对你的言语负责任，不要自以为是的伤害别人。。。
你没有那样的资格。
当你在指责别人时，如果对方没有回话，
不代表他怕了你，只是，对你，他已无话可说。
开始，我觉得自己变了。
或许是因为，
我曾经失去，更现在珍惜拥有。
野蛮的性格，收敛了。因为不是每个人都需要容忍我的霸道，（这是我姐姐说的）
以前的朋友也太迁就我了，（exp:ong,candy moon, hui eng and ......)
可是是时候学习改变了。
因为，不想蛮横成为我的陋习。
笑容的背后，隐藏着伤心。
快乐的代价是我的痛苦。
掩饰就一定是虚伪？
那么直率，一定就是美德吗？？
掩饰自己的伤心，
直接的述说别人的短处。
那个是美德？
那个是虚伪？
直率不代表诚实，
掩饰只是不想别人陪你伤心。。。
U hide that doesn't mean we cant see through...Eyes may cant seen through ur sadness,but heart still can feel...No matter how hard u try to hide it,someone which care for u will know that u are juz pretending to be happy and yet u are crying inside...If u really dun wan ppl who care for u sad,then u should share ur problems with them...although they might not be able to help u but then at least ur problems wont store inside ur heart...Storing it will only make u more and more sad everytime u try to think back...I know my advise may not be strong because I,myself also is like that and i know how it feel...I am always like that all this long...However i really hope u will be happy not juz by pretending to let ppl around u feel happy~Happy because u want to be happy and not juz a expression or show to let ppl know that u are happy~Hidden sadness is more painful than hurted in physical~I want to see a truely happy Amber ^^ [Anonymous]
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truely happy amber,haha..
i dun noe where she is now..
She is sleeping inside U...Just that u din wake her up~Don't think until U are alone all the time...U still got a bunch of friends who care for U,especially Ong~Make your heart strong,tell yourself if your own strength cant defeat the problems or loneliness,then borrow ours~I'm willing to support u at behind ^^~Everything will be simple if only u want it to be~Got problems juz complain it out,definitely will make u feel more relax inside the heart [Anonymous]
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